School....

Last week was the most awesome week of all.... Going to school early in the morning seems a drag but as the days went on the experience just began to set in me and throughout the whole week, i felt good going to school and looking forwards to each and every day. It was really great fun working with the teachers and even better, the students. Looking at them makes me feel really young and even more they make me miss my school days... Though the students were slightly on the naughty side and often get into their teachers' bad books, man... you should see the way they respond to common sense events. They may be mischievous, bt their hearts were pure... they know what it means to treasure the people around them and also to care for them. Knowing that their teacher might get in trouble for telling a stranger off, they stuck by their teacher just to ensure that she is alright. this really opens my eye towards what care really is, sticking by the people around you no matter what it takes! These students could have walked away but they chose to stay with the teacher!
Apart from the caring students, my school experience was made more interesting with co-operative teachers! The teachers in the school was amazing! relentlessly they kept on encouraging me in the things that i do and even more, providing me with all the resources i needed! Specifically speaking, my associate teacher is an exceptionally amazing teacher! Her determination to teach her students really inspired me as i walked towards my career! Furthermore, she gave me the most valuable experience of all..... teaching! she gave me the opportunity to teach her class for one period! Man, it was such an amazing experience! The students responded well towards the lesson, and even more so, they could recall the content of the lesson the next day! I was really encouraged and pumped up by this experience! It was really rewarding to see the students respond towards your teaching and most importantly getting something out of the lesson!
Being able to work with ESOL students was also an enriching experience! I actually learned a lot from the experience! I taught a Samoan girl reading and guided a Chinese student in his work! Wow! I tell you... these kids were amazing.... teachign them was so rewarding.... Though they are just ESOL students, the way they approach learning was so encouraging and made me seem important... i really wish that i can continue working with them....
On the last day, when i left the school, i truly felt saddened in my heart! if felt as if one part of me was torn and taken away.... to admit, i almost cried! haha! Above all... this school experience was really amazing...

Honour...

Heya,
It's been a long long time since I last blogged. I have just came back from a conference and it was truly amazing! The Lord was truly marvelous and He has showed me so much of stuff about life! One of the main thing that I was really touched was Honour. In the conference, the speaker spoke about honouring the people above and under us. It was truly touching when God said that when we honour the people around us He will surely honour and bless us. For example, in the 10 commandments, it is stated that we must honour our father and mother. This is a very powerful commandment of God for if we do not honour our parents, the judgment of God will be upon us. On the other hand, if we honour our parents, God will bless us abundantly, as written in the bible, when we honour our parents, we will have long good life! How awesome is that! I was really excited about this and it was truly a new revelation regarding honour in my life! Thew speaker also mentioned about how he was bless by just honouring the people around him and man... he was blessed! I wanna be that person! What about you?

Life again....

What is life? Haih.... that seems to be the central question in all my postings.... haha! Have been relaxing quite a while and procrastinating my assignments. Sometimes I just wish that I can just forgo all these assignments and enjoy life. All these tortures seem unending. Currently am working on an assignment which I have no idea what on earth it is and worse still... I don't even know what am I supposed to do! Crap! And..... It's due next Monday! Crap X2! This is a real nightmare! Am working hard now to figure out what am I supposed to do in the assignment and coming out with all sorts of crap just to substantiate what i am arguing! Real mess and headache! What a pain in the arse! Haih....... Really frustrated with all these studies! Wanna break off from these studies and enjoy my life! Well, that's all my babbling for now...... Life is real tough!

Life as it gets!

Oh Gosh... Life is really unpredictable.... Things that never meant to happen really happens and yeah.. when you know it... it's just feels like a whole big heavy weight falling on your shoulder and makes you feel like giving up on life! Well... as mentioned, life is really unpredictable but above all, each of us got to hold onto our charisma and continue with our lives! God had made us fearfully and wonderfully in His own image. He knows us inside out and guess what, He even knows how many hairs you have on your head! He is the author and finisher of our lives! No matter what happens, hold on to your life cos it is too precious to be wasted away. One thing i learn when i went through times of trouble is that always look ahead... Yeah, at times i really feel like giving up on life, but there are still many years ahead of me and those years will determine and change my future! So why waste my life? Keep it going on and eventually we will find the light at the end of the tunnel! Be optimistic and be of good faith! 

Purgatory? Hell?

Well, life is complicated.... Just as the title says it all.... It's like we are suffering day by day and without realizing, we are in deep s*&%! Through it all, we learn to be a better person and in the end we will emerge to be a stronger individual. However, this does not deter me to think that life is a real purgatory, hence the title... Thats all for now, back to work.... Chaoz!